I woke up feeling like it was Monday, the sluggish feeling that you don’t wanna move or get out of bed and fall back asleep. The annoying sound of the alarm clock going off you wanna break the damn thing everytime it goes off.  You think to yourself whoever designs these things is an evil person to make such loud annoying sounds. When you hit the snooze button on accident and you fall back asleep for 9 minutes you get even more annoyed because you have to listen to that sound again. That seem like the hardest part of getting up in the morning but the hardest part is actually sitting up and making your body move. Walking slowly to the bathroom to do the daily routine take a shower then brush my teeth and when you're in the shower you're trying your hardest to stay awake the hot water makes you wanna get back in your warm bed. But then you dry off and look in the mirror you realize you're looking bummy.   But then you realize you don’t care and you just throw something on that looks decent.

You think your day will be normal when you walk out the house then you notice a brand new 2017 lamborghini in your driveway and you're puzzled because you don’t even live in a house you live in an apartment so how the hell can i afford a lambo, but f*** it gets in the car and drives it down the street. In the situation i'm in i've never driven a car this fast or expensive so let's see how fast it will go. I hit 0-100 in about 5 seconds and a cop car is behind me and they turn on their sirens now two options i pull over or a dust this man.  Now the Eagan cop cars are ford SUV,s and the best thing they have are the Dodge chargers but i'm in a $530,000 car they aren't going to be able to catch me so i put my foot on that pedal and i dust this police officer and next thing i know i'm being chased by two,three,four… almost the whole state of minnesota it seems like so now i'm s*** out of luck the only way i'm going to stop is if i run out of gas.  And there was a full tank but i noticed the gas meter hasn't gone down one bit so i have unlimited gas and the engine won’t overheat i can drive for as fast as i want for as long as i want.

The consequences will be pretty severe but it can't be that bad just a very large speeding ticket with some traffic violations i mean it's not like anyone's life is in danger or anything i'm a great driver.  The thought came to me what will i gain from doing this probably not  a whole lot considering i will have prison time. But at least i have a funny story to tell my friends. At some point s trip to the bathroom will have to be a thing, but that will be hard if i'm running from the police so let me freeze time real quick in my head i hoping it would work and when i opened my eyes it actually worked everything stopped , luckily for me i stopped by a gas station i had to use the bathroom and a bag of hot cheetos sounded good running from police for hours is hungry work.  I was two days in and i realized this lamborghini was still very fun to drive and i was still wondering how i’ve been dodging all this traffic and how the police haven’t tried using spike strips or shot me even. But the time for fun has to stop so i just pulled over and gave up and i got 100 year sentence in prison with no chance of parole, In the end it was worth it because how many people do you know that has drove a lamborghini and ran from the police for two days and has the ability to freeze time at will. 

There has to be a deeper reason to why i’m able to do this out of nowhere because this doesn’t make any logical sense the only thing that would make sense is that i’m dreaming , but i feel wide awake am i lucid dreaming? But wait what’s that sound… It’s the sound of my alarm clock so i was dreaming it’s a dream i have a lot because i dream of a Lamborghini and sometimes you wanna just freeze time because of how stressful life can be but anyways as i wake up i realize i'm running late to work. Now why is a 17 year old waking up at 6 in the morning to go to work instead of school? I bet you thought this was a story about a kid with a lambo and the ability to freeze time huh? No no no it’s about a kid who instead of going to school has to help support his mother ever since father passed away it’s been rough we went from being high middle class to feel like we're living in dirt which isn’t a good feeling, Ironically he died in a car accident 3 years ago and it was hard he was the best man i’ve ever known and he made my mother a happy women which was the most important. The s***ty part about it is that 3 years ago i had to grow up get a job at a local mcdonald’s $8 an hour now to most 14 year old’s i suppose that’s not that bad but for someone who has to pay bills constantly, i can never be the 14 year old i wanna be. I don’t want people to feel bad for me though there are tons of people in my situation and tons who have it even worse, when my father died he left us two things his ever lasting good memories and $300,000 from life insurance now you would think we would be set right? No because my mother unfortunately in her depressed state spent it on stuff she really couldn’t pay for and on top of that she was in debt she had a hard poor life but she was very intelligent so she worked her ass off to get into a good college and that's where she met my father. We were in the process of paying it off but he died and he was the main source of income. Now it’s not all too bad my mother fortunately gave me $$5,000 but none of that is for recreational use i gotta be smart so i use it to pay bills and do fix the car.

The american dream is a strong thing i’ve lived it for most of my life and some people are born into and others will work their whole life for it and won’t achieve it some people just aren't very lucky i was a lucky one for a while and i regret making fun of the poor kids at school and not being more generous and being a pompous asshole but , who knows maybe it's karma that because the way i acted my father was taken away from me and i am now one of the poor kids. There’s a lesson to learn you should always be generous as much as possible. There’s this kid named Ryan at school from 1st grade as long as i can remember he has always worn the same clothes and most of the time he was always hungry but i was a kid i didn’t know or understand why because he always he a lot at school but that was probably because he never got to eat dinner very often. I made fun of him sometimes because he had the same pair of shoes all year long. Now i guess both of his parents got full time jobs and he’s living the dream he has always wanted it’s like our lives are opposite now and you would think he’s the one making fun of me but he’s not and i'm surprised because if i was in his shoes i would've but living poor didn’t make him a bad person he never used it as an excuse to treat people badly. I think i learned something  from that kid that no matter what life throws at you be a good person don't let money make you rude or treat people badly you should try to be as kind as possible.  But as easy as it is to say on paper it’s harder to do as a human in person something inside you wants to achieve more and when other people are rude to you and boast about what they have you feel slightly jealous everyone does even if they say they don’t.

Now i question myself what is the real reason i have this dream is it because i miss having money or is it because i wanna actually freeze time because of all the stress i feel. I think it's a metaphor for something me in a lamborghini going as fast i can from the police will never help me run away from my problems and sometimes i do wanna freeze time because life isn’t easy but at the end of the day you gotta “turn yourself in” as in face your problems and
My unlimited gas is the unlimited potential to be great again if i work hard i can get to where my father was in life and make my mother proud.  As the years go by i always have the same dream about the lamborghini and each time it feels more real and real kinda like i'm getting closer to my goals in life somehow. But then i remembered the death of my father is coming up tomorrow i don't know how i should feel obviously i miss him he was my inspiration but i also, the wanna be strong for my mother i know she still struggles with it almost everyday, no man ever loved her like he did and no male figure in my life supported me like he did. People say life moves on and what not… but for some people life moves on slower than others and nothing can make time go faster only in my dreams. But now let’s wrap this story up it is 20 years later and i'm a grown ass man now and i still get the same dream that i got when i was younger. Now i have become even more successful than my father has become and i have lived many different types of lifestyles being from the bottom and now back at the top i faced my fears and found my true self and now ironically i drive a lamborghini.