This icy cold water feels nice against my scorched skin. The day passed like a high-speed train. Dawn broke through the sky. My window displayed this scenery like it was a theater. Okay, think Nicole how could have you improved today. Try not to be too hard on yourself. I could have argued that just because I look chubby in my swimsuit does not mean I am not beautiful to my friends. Why cannot I be both, chubby and beautiful? Does beauty really have to be measured by your size? My mind always seems to give a whole debate on every  simple conversation. I wish I had left that thought in their heads for the rest of her life. I want to tell them beauty is not measured in size, in fact, beauty is not measured it is displayed. Beauty is displayed through our actions. Loving others unconditionally makes you beautiful, just like, offering help to those who struggle makes you more beautiful. These actions reflect back onto your personality trait, the more you do the more traits you obtain. This causes a mirror effect that sculpts people’s faces due to their level of personality traits. Although beauty is something we desire to permanently become, no one can be fully beautiful all their life. It is not what we are born with that makes us beautiful but what we become. The ugliest person on earth can have the best personality and can look more appealing. Everyone can be  beautiful, you just got to be yourself. People will be amazed when they realize there are companions for everyone, we just have to open our bolted eyes. There goes my award-winning inspirational speech, only to be heard by my mind.
It is so strange how one swift motion of our eyelids can close us off from colors of the world. Why am I so curious about stupid things like the dots that dance over my eyes after they awake? Nicole, you need to remember to shampoo, mom will yell at you if you don’t. Come on, Come on, where is that special mousse? Mom thinks my hair will drastically silken up from one bottle of chemicals. I have tried like a thousand times but my hair never responds. My hair is almost as stubborn as me. Keep your head up, Nicole! In case that one annoying jingle comes in your head and you have to blast out singing, you do not want soap in your mouth. Then it would be a soap opera. The one who laughs at my jokes is me and I am okay with that. That reminds me I need to text my friends my daily jokes. Man, they hate me so much for my puns. They say I need a punishment. Okay, I am done. Or am I? I am sure they wait for my jokes every night. Do other people ever think of the coral reef? I think of it all the time. How could others not know that corals die when they get stressed out? Corals and I both get stressed about current events. I should be a stand-up comedian. Today I feel like a rebel, so I will not put conditioner in my hair because mom bought red Gatorade. Red Gatorade is the worst. How long have I been in the shower? Man, I have to go do my homework now. Dang it, this frosty water makes my sunburn feel ten times better. Strange how pain goes away when you laugh? I am never going to the beach without sun lotion again. Focus Nicole, you need to get ready for bed and do your homework. And oh yeah, you got a Spanish test tomorrow. I am so screwed.