My gut turns. My bones ache. My world spins down from the heavens and plummets into the pitch black, cold depths of the abyss. I sit drowning in sorrow and misery awaiting the creatures of the crypt and ghouls to meet me. As I sit here and let the tears run down my face sobbing wishing I was dead and I had never existed in the first place. But now I’m here with my heart broken into pieces. As I do this I also a wait for the rain to fade and the rays of the sun to shine ever so brightly to make the creatures crawl back down even deeper then before but sadly it only got heavier.