I walk across the room
and wince with every step
then cry myself to sleep
cause that's what I do best
I put a smile on my face
and pretend that it's okay
when deep inside it's killing me
what you said that day
All the friends that hurt me
and treated me like crap
I thought that you were different
but you're the leader of the pack
I gave you all my trust
and now I want it back
you're not the friend I thought you were
but I can't change the past
And one more thing before I go
that you really ought to know
every time I think of you
the knife gets deeper in my back