I'm so ashamed, sitting here alone,
Pacing back and forth, staring at the phone.
Sometimes I can't believe what they say, I know they just want me to go away,
I have so many flaws (according to you baby) I just want to run away (but know that I'll be back someday),

But no matter how far or fast I run, all of your Sht keeps chasin me down.
I know I have a dark side, and I know I'm not perfect,
but I'm gonna keep holding on, (I'm waiting for a miracle here babe)

I can't escape, it feels like it's too late,
I'm so tired of waiting for someone to understand.
It's so hard to fake a smile, when ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS SIT AGAINST A WALL AND CRY.
It's so hard to pretend to be happy WHEN YOU FEEL SO LOW INSIDE ABOUT YOURSELF YOU CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL.
It's so hard to know inside you AREN'T WHO EVERYBODY THINKS YOU ARE.
It's too hard, and that's why I'm giving up on myself,
I'm so done with this life.

But no matter how far, or fast I run, all of your Bull won't leave the pursuit.
I knew I blocked you out, I knew I wasn't perfect, but
DAMN-IT WHY'D YOU NEED TO MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD ABOUT MYSELF?

It's too late now, the damage has been done.
Good for you, you've finally got me to go away.
Way to go, must've been hard.
I've given up too soon, and now it's my time to go.