The way I feel inside is just too hard to describe
The anger, the fear, the bitterness, with all things far and near
I pray that each course I take may wake me
And each Man i date doesn't break me
I forsake the life I lead today
But I just can't break the life I lead today
The virtue of all things good
Lay beneath me for all things bad
Dwelling on the past
So scared to be harassed and out casted
I start to find pleasure in pain and pain in pleasure
The anger, the fear, the bitterness with all things far and near
I pray that each course I take may wake me
And each man I date doesn't break me
I forsake the life I lead today
As I am scared to become the women I'm destined to be